02 април, 2009

Gone

You were here... Closer than ever... In a way so... So nice and simple and real... I thought it was a dream... But it was not... It was not even a illusion or a hallucination... You were here... Right before you disappear...And there was nothing... No air that could make me wanna breathe again... My eyes could not see anything else... They were blinded by you... Because you were my sun... So... What am I supposed to do now...? When all that have left is the scent of your perfume...
I'm standing here all alone... The music is quiet... But I can't really hear it... Because your voice is what echoes in my mind... For the first time I felt not only lost... But like I am not alive anymore... Like part of me is gone with you... And forty-eight hours seem like forever to me... So many minutes... Seconds... That you are gone... I miss you... More than you could know... Come back... I didn't wanna know how it feels being without you here... Not knowing where you are... But now I know... And it truly is painful... More than I can take anymore...It is so silent here, without your laugh... Every thought leads me to the memory of you... I tried to ignore that... But how could I... When all I could see and feel is you... All I ever wanted... Was to have you here right beside me... You might come back tomorrow... But I would never forget how does it feel to be without you... I'm gonna hold you even stronger... So that I can never lose you again... Now I'm going back to my illusion... Where you are here... Not wanting to feel alone anymore... Without you... Come back as fast as you can... Because I don't wanna miss you anymore... Come back... To make the eternal darkness disappear... And to bring back my heart... Because I gave it to you... To remind you with every heartbeat that I belong to you... In this exact piece of forever... And any other piece ever existing...

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