03 ноември, 2010

Happy blue

I feel blue. But not the sad blue. More like that calm, safe blue, which takes your mind off things and brings you to your own imaginaty world. And there's nothing like that feeling, accept when reality wants you back. I'm out of thoughts and words to say everything on my mind and my heart has been too silent ever since it had one of those flashback moments last week. It is afraid to change its rythm, knowing that it would make me weak, and I hate feeling weak because of it. I'm also kinda scared that I'm going to screw things up again, so cross you fingers for me or whatever. Anyway, I have some studying to do, so gotta go. Like I said - I really need to steal some time to think about stuff and write and simply listen to some good music.

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